i'm on a mission.
the last nine months or so has seen a general change in the way i look. my hair color, my weight, my wardrobe. little things, and big ones. some a return to what i used to be like, and some a brand new thing.
the life i live now doesn't really prioritize my looks. i'm not a partier, a dater, or a social butterfly - in general, my "look" is characterized by the words "cute" or "nerdy". i could sit here and say "the beauty inside is what matters," blah blah blah, but really it's just because i'm mostly lazy about the way i look, and if it's generally acceptable, i don't waste more time on it.
okay, so now that's starting to change. the drama of it isn't in the list of items i've recently acquired, but in the realization that while no specific directions have been given (well, not exactly) i've slowly been turned around in a circle towards the mirror and made changes. i thought i was doing this on my own. interesting to me, because for the last nine months or so, i have not been on my own. ever.
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