attitude adjusted

james: "are you willing to suck cock whenever, wherever?"
madison: "yes, sir."
james: "anyone's cock, not just mine?"
madison: "yes, sir."
james: "are you willing to give me up as a lover to be my servant?"
madison: silence

it took a longer time than i expected for madison young to acquiesce. it was a reminder, watching the defining moment for a relationship's transition.

those of us who choose to design our relationships based on a power dynamic can only rely on each other for the sense of "right" about it. each of us is unique in our witches' brew of personality, chemistry, and kink, so the nature of each relationship is different and unique as well. even power-aware relationships are not the same as each other. making the choice to live *this* way is so different from what we're raised to do, how we see it in generalized society, we have only each other to rely on. so it's very affirming for me to see the intimate act of someone making a similar choice as myself, no matter how different we are as individuals. i question it, sometimes, even knowing that it's probably not possible for me to live any other way.

yes, i know you are not my lover. you are not my boyfriend, you are my Dominant. this is what it is *now*, and i will continue to show my gratitude for the opportunity to serve you. *now*. here in the present.