a strange aerie place where the words i want to write just can't filter through correctly. i feel high. you asked me "is the damage already done?", and yes - i'm damaged.
but i didn't break.
that's what i learned.
being damaged is, perhaps, a place i need to be sometimes. or at least, acknowledge that i am not a continuous smoothed over path of strength. i'm not that strong. i'm just a girl, a thing on the way, and i need to be reminded of that - my place in the world is never guaranteed, no matter what anyone might say or do.
the trust i have in you is enormous, and i think i realized that through this, along with anything else. i trust that you will only break me for your own purposes, and not for someone else's.
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although the breaking always hurts and i never seem to want it, in the aftermath, the having come forth from it and becoming stronger for it, that's what i appriciate about it, and i always seem to shine a bit brighter after i accept.
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