and in addition....

a comment received on my other blog regarding my previous post, about my writing and reasons:

It seems that your blog has been your diary.
You tell us how you feel and what you are going through.
You also seem to want to communicate with D through your blog. Acceptance and love.
I do hope you find/achieve these.
It seems this is what you desire.


hi there - thanks for your comment.

It seems that your blog has been your diary.
eh, sorta. there's a *lot* that doesn't go in here, because i'm hyper aware that this is a public forum. my actual diary has even more personal stuff, if you can believe that. but that being said, i'm not ashamed of what i think and feel, so i don't have an issue writing in public about it. the things i don't share here are either a) so close to the core of luna that i can't share it without exposing something only my dominant sees, or b) would reveal something about someone else nonconsensually.


You also seem to want to communicate with D through your blog.
i do, sort of. part of my writing style is something of an open letter to my dominant. but there isn't anything i've written "to" him that he isn't already aware of. believe me, nothing gets posted here that doesn't have prior approval in some fashion. by sharing what i write to my dominant, i hope to give other folks a sense of what our relationship is like, and maybe give words to what they might be feeling themselves. a lot of it is universal, i think.


Acceptance and love....It seems this is what you desire.
hm. i find it really, really interesting that you've chosen those words, because those are the two things i'm ambivalent about the most. acceptance? not sure i need that from anyone except those closest to me, and more importantly, from myself. love - i've got that already, but i think you mean this in a different way. sure - we all want love. i'm just not yet sure what kind works best for me in addition to what i already have.

wow - i think i might repost this as a separate post...

thanks.